I finally got my period thank god. It was a terrible one that almost made me wish I was preggo (not really that would have been a disaster).
I got to see the boy (not my boyfriend because we arent tech together even though we act like it) on wednesday, it was nice and we acted in love like we always do. But as we laid in bed together (just laying no messing around) I wondered to myself, what would have happned if I had actually cut him off after we broke up for the first time? Would we have ever talked again? Would I have finally been able to move on and get with a guy who maybe I'm truly suppose to be with instead of ending every realationship because nothing can compare to how I feel about him? I get so confused about because I love being with him, and yet at the same time I know I'm not really with him, we aren't really apart of each others lives anymore. There's my life, his life and our life and that hurts, because if he really loved me he'd want our life to involve his life and my life.
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