Winter break is suppose to be chill and relaxting and yet in the past three days I have never felt so sick to my so sick to my stomach. With discovering that my sister has been self harming, my parents constantly look on the verge of a break down and I always am. I hate beingin my house and Im using reading, working out and my..boyfriend? as a distraction. I went to this guys house tonight after discovering my family had taken my sister to the hospital while I was at work. Unable to handel seeing my parents trying to hold it all together I decided I needed to leave and took the guy up on the invite to come over, since he knew how upset I was and how much I didn't want to go into my house.
He was super sweet the entire night and when I was leaving he said he wanted to date me, but realized it was dumb to get serious again since I'm leaving in a month to go back to school. Basically he said the wasnt going to be getting with any other girls, and that he was going to introduce me as his girlfriend because it was alot easier than trying to take the time to explain us to people. I'm okay with that. I need him now more than ever so I'm perfectly fine being his girlfriend while I'm home.
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